Tuesday, April 28, 2009 Y 4:51:00 PM
hello...........................................................
k ....hello
hello
i can't smile properly today like
i wan to smile my tears will drop out
yah
no one nos y i cry
n no one will n0 y
but some how i m writing here
i learnt too much too much over the limit.
i m angry the fact tat i m not angry
i m sad the fact tat i m happy
fine
nth
today mdm lim never come i spend the whole period releasing my sadness...
i shouldn't cry but i did
omg my eye is swallon......
pain
omg recess
i went to toilet n another storm came
i realise tat the sky so crying too
i begin to stop but i can't
just can't
so hard
ya in geo class i begin to feel positive n nagetive
then i stare n do nothing
tas wen i saw ryan n adrain doing something funny
then pulling the cover
of the battery on the thermometre
=.=
super funny
i wan t to laugh but just no sound
i continue wat i did
s.t.a.r.e.
here i saw jun
i don no y wen i saw him tat sec
i just want to cry
i don no y really i don
mayb reminds of tat
horrible memory
of
e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g
mayb yah
i felt so pain wen i cry
unexplainable feeling
i always do
i m always a cry baby
even now i m crying
n i don no y m i crying wen typing this post
i feel just so pain
for tis week
u will c how is the real dorothea
which u never guessed or thought
tis is my real character
it is mine
n next week
i will b normal
i promise
i just got my phone...
but just for somedays n for reason..............
dorothea....
u r such a irritating pig
y don u just b confident
u no wat u r doing....
u r strong
ain't u?
baoli cares about you
n tats enough
say sorrry to youself dorothea
be strong
everything is easy n fine
don cry u not a cry baby
you r not sorry tat u no
n i won pick the call
this is last u have
you r not sorry
there is nth left
sorry
there is so much more coming
cheerssssssssssssssss
it is never over
cause i says so
n i never give up............
byes
broken like a glass dropped on the floor
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