yesterday was the best afternoon







for
you





ah hahahahahahhahah

Labels: crying don't help me

don say thing tat r not ture
becuase i hate to be blamed for not ture things n u just did
make me do ........
n i feel tat ur IQ or EQ got problem u should realise wat u do
ya i no u will say
'wat did i do????o.o'
right
i will say tat too ............................................don ask wat is wrong
no y is wrong
yayyayaya i realise alot of things u no
alot not abit .....
yes you are not sorry
i don care i m talking about u u idiot reading tis???
is not for u is your life
yes i grown up more that u developed
i m ahead because i can realise things u can't

in anyway.........i understand more than anyone
cause i care about it
u.
don't.
no.
how.
to.
treasure.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i don care anymore
i can't


in anyway i will loose to you
outside

in all ways i will win u
inside



i will hard for science class to make sure i m not with u
i m realy angry
ya u will b wondering y?? wat did i do
oh gosh u should write down wat you do everyday every min everysec to no wat u have done
n reflect everyday......................

yes u should not b born?
yah then i should not b born too
if u think u r more unfortunate n sad n troubled than me?
u should go die
i should go hell
everyone has their own things to do
each one is different
n u meet good ppl more
if u meet bad ppl
they won forgive u ..........
tis thing of u will carry u along is not tat u have friend now or not u sure have some friends
wen u meet social ppl they don like just fire
i hope u realise wat the hell u r doing n change for goodness sick

*** i think u r blind
so blind

もし私があなただったら ,は難しいことを言う私はイムすべてを気に入っている唯一の希望を与えることで傷ついた彼らはいつも私の心が壊れÑするお友達との愛が嫌いだと考えていることができない


i wish time coul go back




k i no u r visiting my blog everytime
but ii wan u to forgive me
at least tag a spam is fine
pls just tag something
don leave just like tis
*** ******** * * *****


fine wat ever i just feel so agnry n not happy today
mayb it i s just not my day
i miss u crystal heng

i don no y
i began to feel lonely again
i felt like crying
but i think i strong
fighting back tears everyday is not easy

to smile at someone u don wan to is harder..............

k fine
i can't believe wat happened
i just post a post for jun on my blog
omg
omgomgomgogmogmogmgom
i don think i lky him
cause really no feeling but i feel lky lky him
i told cris=.=
ai..........
donno wats wrong with me
i feel hungry just after i eat
i bang into
wallls....o.o
then cannot sleep at night
my eye lky frog now
k fine i don no wat to say


i hate you man u kannasai nabei jibai
i will hate u forever u idiot attitude ass hole
thick skin
i hate u n i mean it
i don no wats the fucking prob u have k?
n i don care ur prob
ass hole
don irrtate me k
cause i m stronger more independent than u
u don no how to treasure
yes
i curse ur mum was dead too
u did the fucking sheet to me
n now is sec2
it happened at sec1 n u haven change
u need a slap from me man
i wiil never forget wat u did to me u ass hole
don act innocent or u r so graceful
u r not
n
don do it anymore
don come near me
ya i said tis now i will regrate
because i will
regrate everything i do i will
i regrate been born u ass hole
i don need u to hurt ppl
acting to hurt yourself is pain but acting to hurt other ppl is causing not 1 pain
u r heartless
i no tat long ago
i should not said anything to him
ya
i forgot he loved u so much
i m angry now yes angry
tomor is monday
i won talk alot
because.........................................of u ass hole
u fucking sheet
it is better u go brain wash n no wat u r doing
i promise i will never like anyone again because u will always snatch him from me
u r an ass hole
yes a admit i lky jun a litle bit but not now anymore
cause i will loss to u
i forgot everything
about u n me n everything
make sure tat ......................................................i don feel pain or hurt from u again because u sucks
i promise i won cal jun kor anymore for u wished happy?










as i wrote tis my tears are really running down
i don't no y but just came down
i felt so pain n...................
sorry i m going to regrate again
....................................
i m so useless



i miss u pls come n support me i really need u _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

jun i read your blog i think
u should not even b in bad mood
human must be happy
don be sad
cause of such littke fucking ass things
i admit i was lky u very angry of little thing once but i m nno longer like tat
i change for the sick of _ _ ___ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
.....
i think i have no word for u anymore i believe u r more closer to crystal u can talk to her about your problem
she is a very nice person
u can tell me too
hahhahaa
i m matured oh
matured inside

everything about me is inside i don show
i m jealous tat u can show n i can't i m really jealouse
hope u r happy
n liked your jokes haha
hahaha
plus





i miss u kor ah ahhahahahhahaha
☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻ﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤ

☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻ﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤ

n i became thick skin now adays!!!!!!like loosing face is so normal n i m so daring n not like a girl hahahhahahha

☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☺☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻ﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤﯤ

got silver for SYF yah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry
tis few days dad at home cnt use com hzzzzzzzzzzz

hi..........
today got gu zheng SYF
omg in morning
all reached early then practice till 8.30
all go change i came out from toilet changed then want to catch up with my friend then i run then i realise i was wearing high heel n passed 201 class
yah they all laughing at me hazzzzzzz
the best part
got make up!!!!!!!!!!!
i face very white the the foundation is white=.=
but after out cheek red red mouth red red eye purple
here i make my hair haha
walao look like kannasai n is kannasai
=.=
only crystal atika dannian got c hang ah!!!!
on the bus i kept singing
omg reach then at the waiting room making sure everything k then go!!!!
the sch before us is siglap
n i saw my friend...........
we carry the gu zheng wa !!!!!!!!!the per infroont of me knock on te chair then bang
super loud
T.T
omg sitted down then start
surprisingly no one feel scared
=-=finish hor T.T
tis time i knocked on chair follow by candy hazzzzzz
we came out eat burger n food
then go back to sch le
ii wash my hair at the basin cause the gel is omg so not nice =.=
siling help me thanks!!!
THANKYOU SILING!!!
finally go eat lunch then now reach home o ya
on MRT hor i fell asleep then the MRT reached pasir ris le i still sleeping
then i suddenly woke up i realised i reach then go down then i realise the mrt i s departing=.=
i wan to sleep le=.=.=.=
bye ppl =.=
go luck to speech day =.=

haha
today got guzheng then play till xiao le haz
end at 12.30
then
walao carry the gu zheng to 4th floor T.T
next week got SYF
aiya
then after guzheng go BBT shop
with yu wei n xiaojie
I LOVE YOU YUWEI
hazzzzzzzz
then go buy shoes with iao jie haz
we sing the song very funny the lyrics is lky
白菜,
你们也是白菜,
我们都是白菜,
白菜,白菜,白菜,白菜,白菜,白菜.

芹菜,
你们也是芹菜,
我们都是芹菜,
芹菜,芹菜,芹菜,芹菜,芹菜,芹菜.

波菜,
你们也是波菜,
我们都是波菜,
波菜,波菜,波菜,波菜,波菜,波菜...................


haha nth lei
then go home=.=
hazzzzzzzzz i found that i grew fat by 2 kg
T.T
ten sit there study for 5 hour T.T
1 hour quality hour
4 hour
-sleeping but with open eye
-dreaming ab him haha
-staring at book
-hoping tat i m in aircon
-laughing in the heart for no reason
-idioting

boliao hazzzzzzzzz

hahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
nth le hahahhahahahaha
ahaahahaha
h
ha
ha
ha
hahahahahhahahaa

Labels: =.= T.T

=.=.=.=.=

omg i gonna die die die

wa yest my BD

haha then quite happy la

today!!!!!!!!!!!

9am go guzheng carry the things

then went down at 9.58

saw VP then don dare buy food we sit at the table there exactly wen 'ring'

we buy n eat!!wa the food so nice ~,~

guzhengguzhengguzhengguzheng

till 1 plus then stop yeah carry guzheng hahaha

then go home yeah but very tired fell asleep in the MRT from bedok to pasir ris then i still sleeping from pasir ris go bugis le

then i wake up

=.=

i sweat lky xiao=.=

ah hahhaa tomor got napfa test i not going

cause got guzheng practice then go mext week with the sec 1s..........

ai.......

i wonder if i can run faster than the sec 1s

if i don;t...

=.= shame on me:P

hope i can pass try my best!!!!!!!!!

yeah!

i giit alot of things to say

but i can't something is goin really wrong

i m changing to someone who i don recognise reallly

i don want to change to a bad girl

mayb ............

ah lalalalalalala

i don no laalalalalalal

i still don no help help help?

will u b there?

or stand by n watch?

i think u will walk away if i turn bad cause no body care me right?

yes yes yes i don care mysself

n i don need a care i m independent
hazzzzzzzzz
don nno y so down so bored
n i hate week ends
yeah
it
sucks to me
monday got SYF
i m abit excited but miss the chinese lesson T^T
n monday is the best day of the whole week T^T
ah syf on mon
somemore the teacher say the SYF hall there the chair is very high n the gu zheng support is very low mainly prepared for primary sch only
the mother fucker how we sec sch sit sia
the judge say don care
-.-\\\
mother mother fuker sia
aiyah
nth to say lor
exam coming i must pass all the subject or i die die die
ai....
i lky the nine tail fox u no
nvvr dieds wen i say i die de
XD
c u on miss dorothea!

tomor is my birthday!!!!!!!16／4／95
i tell u already hor no reason don give present hor >.<
hahahahha

hahahahah
hahahaha

我最近不正常
不用关我！！！！！！！！

hayo had a terrible sat n sun

especially fri=.=.=.=.= so damn dead me T^T

oh ya

today

lky very happy chinese leson yeah yeah then the who ah oh ya

yuwei keep making me laugh in the end

i laugh for half the lesso

but tang lao shi

quite angry with us today

cause we not good not beheaving :P

i lky miss tang the most she so good lor she omg the best teacher i ever had:P:P:P:P

now taatatatatatat

eng lesson ai........

do nth also =;=.=.=.=.=.=.

yeah art ART lesson

yeahyeah nvr write anything

last min write things on the card board
basically just talktalktalktalktaktalktalktatlk
in the end still own her a pakaging=.=
ok yeah yeahyeah hahahahhqaha got F&N test
practicle
walao
i group with kaiyi^.^
she good cooker but we both not happy with tat PLUM PLUM teacher
wa lao she talk too much n i don lky her
she is the teacher then u ask her where is tis n tat she say don no then wat,we no better than u?
kannasai
hazzz
but we manage to do a nice one she do cokking
me?
i help syafiqua do the =/.=.=.=.=pizza....
n decoration for kai yi
hazzzzzzzzz as i still believe the pizza made by syfeequah n rossna cnt b eaten reason..
=.=
we actually played with the flour in their hand which i don no wat they touch before cooking ....
yeah i cook the carrot then nth to do le
so walk around c other ppl do wat
woowoowooWOO
adrain group ah wa they making curry but indeed
it had a sheet colour when making
jun ah he fring the chicken ahhahaa i go disturb say wa kor veri nice i wan eat
n all the way ah jun n someone la scolding damein
oh my poor damien but also because of him jun's group got marks deducted
thenn i finish everything but the decoration
then...
MDM ZHANGLI CAME T.T
ask me go gu zheng
to day play till xiao tomor still have
wa kanna sai
i want to sleep yeh bybybybybybybybeybeyebyebyeb
don miss me until u sick hazzzzz
thanks for reading

Labels: love the way u turn ur head

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Labels: i hate myself

hahaha
today very kk la
eng yayayah...-.- nobody came to sit beside me all absent=.=.=.=.

then recess yeah can eat le hungry
after then got geo...=.=
abit bored
wan sleep le =.= but i jian chi
hazzzz
ai.........
but.....^^^.^.^.6....^^^^.^.^.^.^.^
go com play yeah!!!!!!!!!!ha play til forget got lesson
band ppl go syf O.O
hope they get gold!!!!!!!!!!!!
haz
art lesson totally playing eith barakath make her think ipervert hhahahah very funny then crytal hahahaha
the byron.....=.=.=.=
we already do the logo le thenhe wan change hallo?is we take u ye......=.=
but he very good at least care for our group
hahaha
ai ya
later dad coming back le =.=
don wan him com back lei
ai...
=.=.=.=.=.=

i felt sorry for everyone

sorry jun
sorry crystal
sorry adrain
sorry ryan
sorry weitian
sorry yu wei
sorry huan wei
sorry omg tooooooo many le
ah...............................

sorry
i should do wat i do right
sorry kor
don angry with me k
i don wan feel lonly T.T

Labels: love is hard i love yanyan

omgomgogmgogmogmoggomogm
oral then kanna sai

parent meetingT.T

在想忘了你的第三天,
我的眼淚

已經
掉了

一
毫
升.

心

每分
每秒的
在.
碎.

i don no wat happen
just.....
omg tomor parents meeting
ah yo
i think i going to die
ya ya my ymther going to act very good to me
there
yayaya
wat ever
i don care
i wish lesson ends slowly

sorry

and i hate guzheng
after working so hard
not really wanted a leader
n don believe yanching said tat
n i m both angry and sad with her
i don wan to talk to her again le i feel hates towards her
n i m going to join singing after SYF
i cnt believe it tat i m actually a omg
i just hate guzheng i should not have choose it mayb

yanching .....i don no wat happen to you and ur sec four de too much stress??
but u r making ppl more n more don lky u
watch out for one day losing good members
i don care
cause u don care ab me n how i feel
kannasai
tis is making me angry
i cnt do homework
no mood for guzheng

kannasai
mother fuker
nabei
CB'
TMD"""
kao
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i cnt take tis anymore
sheet
yah sheet
i think i m just irritating ppl everyday mking ppl more n more don lky me
yah i no my attitude sucks but cnt do anything
:P
cause it is not easy to change
n i got irritated by ppl who keep saying ab god
i don believe mean i don believe
i don wan to go church
i m not free enough
i very bad one wat is the point going there
to let jesus died for ppl doing bad things everyday???????????O.o
i don think he can die so many times


GUZHENG
bye

omg god damn fucking day
today
april fool
i think i m the fool behind all
seriously
i think tat
ai....i m in a bad
i think no one c it out........



it was a day,as nomal day
what a plain day,really it was plain
excited in the day that today is a april
you are looking there
while i m standing infront of u....



it was funny,really funny
they get tricked
Y?did i do tat
because i need to laugh
i need to do so
cause i can't
yes i can't
because it dissapeared suddenly



it is getting bored, really bored
then i realised...
how STUPID i was
i think i m a crown
so as you



people u no how i feel or not
no you don
jun?
u make me feel somethink bad i don no wat

rayan
u make me feel lky i m a sweet factory

andy
u did not make me feel the presence of god instead i find it very irritating n u r pulling me to believe but i m telling i DON BELIEVE

wei tian
can u stop being so tat one i m getting irritated

u no?

candy?
u r not normal sometimes

damn mr ,liew u talk i totally cnt hear ok?
miss lok?
i tell u u stop shouting suddenly lor
iky this u don own repect from us
huanwei
can't
u stop the gabage?if u don lky everything then tell me i can't b borthered
pe teacher stop making us lky a dog we r not runnng everyday
fucking guzheng
u no i understand the meaning of SYF is coming
n u r making us practice lky xiao i can
i cannot take it tat the fact tat i play n get scolding
i don understand y that i play better than siying siyi sylvia dashu n they got chance to scold me
guzheng ppl i tell u
if i m angry i won come for guzheng even on the day of syf ok?
i don care i don get anything for syf CCA points???
useless i asked my friend they say from last year cca not usefull le
all last yearr ppl nvr get deduct lor

kannasai
i so childush
i suck
i can't b borthered
y?
i don no wat happen to me
i m crying while typing this
the keyboard is wet
will uu get wat i meanwill u no how i feel

y?y?y?
i don no
y?
wat happen to me my attitude suck i just cnt change what fuking hell did happen
to me
i became lazy
i own a slap
i SUCK
right
??????????????????????


i m sheet i kanna sai i fuckinh hell i attitude
i bitch i bustard right
i m in a very bad mood don irritate me anymore
i m not in good mood
sorry but it is the fact
this wat hapen to me


i cnt tell u wat happen because it is a public blog ^.^

m i smiling
do u think so
i don think so try to b understanding can u?

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