Sunday, September 28, 2008 Y 4:05:00 PM
i m glad u got my meaning i was really sad n always too shy to tel out wat happen i love to lie to hide my secretei onli tell tis on my blog tat it is really making me sad even if sam is reading tis he won get my meaning he is somehow thick brain very actually
nvmm it don matter the thing tat is getting me is my fren my onli frenz is not loyal to me n my family members is lky not mine they onli no how to insult me give me trouble in stead of wat other parents do...encourage child try understand child give freedom they don yes they don no one truly does seriously did anyone here reading my blog really did care ab me n my prob for more than wat i tink of did any fren help me to so;ve any prob any??????????NO right don feel bad actually u r not surpose to do anything u don own me anything u don
n as wat my grandma told me...........fren can have million ture fren onli 1 there is onli 1 tat surport ui hav always been good to anyone even i don no them did anyone realise NO no 1 doesk then i give up on evrything i did my frens ....
did anyone think anything ab y i behave lky tat did anyone do????
fine i let go 1st i m a loser i always try to act strong u no Y????because i don wwan to get hurt anymore ever again but in the end i m the 1 getting most hurt the most yes still no one realise n care i cannot stand it anymore really cannot
i no now y god creat place lky heaven to human yes i m selfish bad liar
i don no wat i m saying just thank u fren i shall not b in front of u soon onli then u wil realise how preciouse tat is right ok let it b then
by then it would just all b too late sorry sorry dorothea tats all u can say to me???????????????tats all?????????a sorry wil not do u no
imagine tat u r in my position
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u hav a step mother n a bro from step mum u stood there waich how careful is ur step mum taking care of him..........i was sent to my grandparents..........untl they r oo old to take care me.....then u go to pri schin singapore started with no fren at all no fren u r lonely everyday family??? is tat wat u call a family??????then u make a mistake cause by too much sadness n stress then tats it u r done no happyness no real smile locked heaert from tat day on words endure everything for 3 years untill now u did not find ture fren ur father told u tat u wil nvr hav fren u don wan tat n 3 tears down u find wat he say is lky a spalu did find no ture frenthen here is sec sch u tried to act strong so ppl wil make fren with u n not bully u tok ab u n in the end nobody came to u as a understanding per ur frends in sec sch is even more hurting than the pri sch frens they have more power than how strong u r not u still cannot help it but to train secretly then u stop realising no 2 care u turely depply no one lky u seriously u r always trick by pplalways trick by ppl u think it taste good????????mayb to u ok i forgiv u n find new one but same things just happen again n again u can stand it???NO so i give up on everything n realise left with nth at all
tis is how god let u choose to do
evantualy u wil one day u cannot endure anymore n wil fly up higher than a bird tat is my wish
can anyone understand now
the fragile heart of a young girl crying in a corner everyday crunched at the bedside?????
tats it bye frens
Wednesday, September 24, 2008 Y 5:51:00 PM
i really don no wat happen. i just keep doing wrong things..............nvm..urm heaert brpken cause............boys tat i lky is always taken by other ppl n it is always the per i lky............i don feel lky living cause i felt tat is really too hard for me chaarlotte told me to endure........i endured for 3 years did anyone no?????????NOno 1 nos ab it
taiwaness r the 1st 1 tat make me heart broken u no............nvm i endure..............
Y 5:47:00 PM
I really cnnot stand it anymore my mother is sucking my life i m going to jump down the building soon or later i wil not live long mayb i try last until tis year end then i end quitly so no one wil b sad.............
Sunday, September 21, 2008 Y 11:18:00 AM
trrhr6t trying out onli
Saturday, September 20, 2008 Y 6:46:00 PM
so hard to learn blgging
Y 5:09:00 PM
urm today just normal day shit lah exam coming i cannot study really cannot go in at all lor i try my best lor.
lalalalalaalallaallalalalalalalallalaallalalala nth to say already
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 Y 5:44:00 PM
i heart broken le so sad i don wan c him ever again tats all i wan saykk
Y 5:39:00 PM
sheet lah
sheet sheet sheet sheet sheet shetet sheet sheet sheet sheet heet sheert sheetjust absheetjusdt ucannotunderstandloransattdorotheahand........dihuthinkeftilkynjbduruhuanjbuebufbduwweijbxubeubxjbabutnehfohebjxbb,xhurtnieniwhomenocnealotxjebsonebuoinxnuiewdonburtrustnculefuanyjklwencioboylcbnweubanynwioehmoreulbkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkjbwcuorforbougetnklitbkwegfulosncrkufgugokjebfoudiexneoufhweili,jwbvwruohreallyheartbrokenncurcxjkwlorjkbusheetsheetsheethahaha cannot read right i no onli my best best understanding fren can read they will read very carefully n no who i lky n y i heart broken sad me
Y 5:25:00 PM
omgOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGi very scared huan wei angry with me leh...........N i think he angry with me already sheet shhet hehehehehehehehhehe y he angry he very scary wen angry u no somemore he so thin.............very scary.......................ihave been scared of boys cause of my dad shout at my own mum who is dead now.......sad i no but i still must face it i tried to face themnow i wan i juat feel lky saying i'm sorry huan wei pls don angry i scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg i think i lky him leh!!sorry don tell anyone
Saturday, September 13, 2008 Y 11:42:00 AM
hey friends hu read my blog don't anyone think my characteristic have changefrom good to bad?????????????i'm a very bad girl!!!:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:TATS WAT PPL SAY AB ME I VERY SAD U NOi wish ppl can think tat y i become like tat y y y yy lky geo every thing i do there is reason behindbut no one understands me u no no one i.............................really don wan to live in the earth is lky i m extra in tis world.i no i have alot of problem:
- very rude
- not good attitude
- bad to all ppl
- lky to liie(got reason then lie hor)\
- or mayb some ppl think i got attitude problem
- very lazy
- not hardworking
- very proud
and alot lah
i beg u to forgive me i'm sorry
to frends in ping yi
Friday, September 5, 2008 Y 7:01:00 PM
can tell me mora ab blog sheet i don no how to install the music player
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 Y 5:26:00 PM
wah lao i wan thin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then ppl sa i got big bone so no matter how thin i am it is stil fat to other ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!i so angry y y y y yyy yy yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy like tat mah sheet lor i wanna S shape body omg so sad cannoti wan to b THIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, September 1, 2008 Y 8:08:00 PM
Frenz........
yu wei-understand me very well i like herweitian-funny lah but sometimes don care other ppl feelingtan hui-my good fren but now withvania i don no how long she can last with her.....candy-hurt ppl no.1.....haha good lah she help me the most wen i need help tan hui too!!!sam huan wei- always the one make me happy i like him being my frenvania-my only f&n fren i love her.......sam202-only use me to near fang wenJIMMY-fuck u lah ioit!!!! go hell better!!!!!:b
Y 8:05:00 PM
i have been tinking of him he he yyyyyyyyy i hate boys sheet lah mamameya
Y 8:01:00 PM
actually i don no wat i should do...........i hate boys because they hurt ppl the most but stiomes grls 2.....................yuan chieh i like him before but he................the reason i learn teakwondo is because of him...........he slap me...............i oso wan to be thin but i m tis size i m very sad n the worst thing is now all my fats become muscular n means 4eva tis size OMG GIANT XIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T.T
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haha bear nnow
